Author: Roger Howard

Five weeks in

I’m not sure when I’ll stop counting, but it’s been five weeks since his diagnosis and every day I swing between feeling like it’s fresh and raw to it being so familiar and integral...

Portrait – November 30, 2018

Wesley loved eating cookies – kiecoos – until his diagnosis. He’s been fondling this Christmas tree cookie for almost an hour and occasionally tells me it’s an ice cream cone and then pantomimes licking...

Never Surrender

Induction complete – much more to come

Yesterday was the official end of induction, the first phase of treatment. Induction is explained as: The goal of induction chemo is to get the leukemia into remission (complete remission). This means that leukemia...

Quiet house

Today is one of many days lately where I want to be somewhere I can’t. Though increasingly routine, Wes is having a procedure today all the way down in Philadelphia, an uncomfortable reminder that...

Listening on the doppler

The months ahead

If we seem chipper and productive I think a lot is owed to focusing on a few days at a time, maybe looking as far out as two weeks. As a coping mechanism this...